Saturday, September 3, 2011

Who are you, Mr. President?

Dear Mr. President,

Please listen.  The Republicans and Tea Partiers hate you.  They hate you because you are not one of them.  And, I mean you are not one of them in every way.  They hate you and will never stop hating you, not even where you are dead and cold in your grave.  Not ever.

Their hatred of you is so deep, so fixed, that they are willing to destroy this country in their determination to get rid of you.  That single-mindedness cannot now alter course.  To do so would mean admitting error, and that will not happen.  Ever.

Your insistance in trying to get them to work with you has already caused great damage to us all, in this country and around the world.  Continued efforts on your part to change them is only aiding and abetting the destruction of this nation.  You have become the tool of the extreme right, as well as the not so extreme right that courts them for votes.

Your actions magnify and accelerate the already rapid decline of the middle class and utter impoverishment of the poor.  We have a growing third world nation within the borders of this country.  You are sacrificing the lives and futures of the vast majority of Americans in attempting to appease a small group that will not be appeased.

Twenty percent of our children go hungry on a daily basis.  You are helping those who say that is acceptable.  You are saying to the people who hold us all hostage that you prefer their approval over the welfare of our children.  That makes you one of the extremists who stand in the streets and classrooms across the country, pointing to one in five children and telling them there is no food for them today and probably not tomorrow.

And now you have decided that it is also acceptable for our children to face a future of greater pollution in our air and water.  You are siding with big businesses that want no fetters in the destructive methods of doing their business.  You are saying to our children, and your own, that their health is of little consequence.  They’ve waited for years, why not a few years more?  Making the rich more wealthy is of greater importance.

What happened, Mr. President?  Who are you?

Friday, September 17, 2010

Pariah on Society

From the online Merriam-Webster Dictionary:

Pariah

noun \pə-ˈrī-ə\

1 :a member of a low caste of southern India
2 :one that is despised or rejected: outcast

Okay, I should be thinking or doing something else, anything else but this. It’s full on distressing and depressing.

I lost my job a few months back. Laid off. Job elimination. Wow! I had enough work to more than keep me busy, but apparently the powers that be decided it was the right thing to do. Fine. That is the employer’s prerogative.

Anyway, since then I have been busy trawling through job boards, sending out my resume and taking workshops on resume writing, interviewing and such. There hasn’t been a lot that I am qualified for, but I have responded to those and more than a few for which I was either so over or under qualified that the chance of even getting a phone interview approaches nil. The agency I have been working through hasn’t had a lot, either. What they have called me about has been either so difficult to get to that I would spend my earnings on cabs or have been jobs for which I am not qualified. Bless them for trying, though.

Now, I am enrolled in a few classes, all evening or weekend to keep me free during the work day. Just in case. I’ve even signed up to do volunteer work at a local organization.

Anyway, I recently went out of town for a family function for two weeks. This was arranged a while back and the airfare was already paid, so I went. I told the unemployment insurance folks so it was not like I collected benefits during that time.

After months of beating my head against the wall, I needed some time to recharge and be amongst some friendly, supportive people. Having the time during the day to watch the news is a tad destructive. One sees the projections of how long the high levels of unemployment will last and certain folk who love to demonize the unemployed all too often. All too often. The former is depressing. The latter just layers on the distressing.

I was born here. I am a citizen. I have worked for a living for 35 years, more than 24 in this country. I have paid my taxes without question. Quibble, yes. Question, no. I value the fact that the government is there for emergencies, defense of the country, regulations of the finance, food, drug, etc. industries, education, and so on. An organization that keeps all 50 states equally safe is more important than most people understand.

Back to the story. I needed to get away from the disappointment and vitriol more than I can say. To be told that no matter how one’s job went away or how hard one has sought a new one, you are a pariah on society, is dehumanizing. You are not worth a helping hand or even a kind word. You are no more than a mongrel dog to be kicked when down.

As I said, it doesn’t matter how one lost their job. It doesn’t matter if it was because the company you worked for went out of business. It doesn’t matter if your job was outsourced to overseas or some other company in this country. It’s of no interest if your company just decided to downsize, whether to save the business or just increase profits. No reason matters. It’s is still your fault that you are out of work.

How does a country turn on its hard working people so easily? How do your neighbors, who were one day your friends, suddenly decide that you are dirt beneath their feet? How do you go from being a respected, contributing citizen one day to a thing that is feared and even hated the next?

I should have come back from my family feeling refreshed and ready to jump back into the process of finding work. Instead, I come back to escalated insults and innuendos, more people telling me that they would be happier to see me begging on the street instead of helping me get a new job so that I can be contributing again. They would rather I spend my entire savings then empty my meager retirement fund so that I would need to work until I die.

I have just me to worry about. How do people with families, with children, deal with this attitude? God help us if Americans no longer care about other Americans. God help us if ten percent of this nation is now considered to be of so little value that we are to be left to beg on the streets. If ten percent of this nation’s people are pariahs, God help America.

Friday, August 27, 2010

If I could ask the President one question...

If I could speak with the President, this is what I hope I would have the courage to say.


Tell me why I should vote, Mr. President. I have voted in every election I could. I believe it to be a privilege when so many in this world are denied it. But why should I vote?

I voted for you in the hope that your promises were real. I gave money to your campaign. The Presidency, Senate and House all in Democratic hands was a situation that I did not think would happen again. For the first time in years, I had a little optimism for this country.

Then it started to fall apart.

The banks continue to hold onto the money provided them by the people of this country. Instead of loaning money to help small businesses and ordinary people they raise fees and interest rates and pay out big salaries and bonuses while making ever higher profits. The banks were bailed out but American wasn’t. It was left to die a long, slow, painful death.

Long, destructive months of a healthcare reform battle where strong, immediate benefits for people in need now were negotiated away. Concessions were given enabling insurance companies to make many more billions in profits at the expense of millions of Americans. The public option was sacrificed for nothing in return.

The people responsible for taking this country into an illegal war were allowed to go their way with nary a wrist slap. The people, some of them the same that took us to war, who approved and even ordered the torture of prisoners were also allowed to get off without answering for their crimes.

Wall Street reform was watered down, giving the banks and financial institutions plenty of room to continue their greedy course with reckless abandon.
The energy policy was allowed to die in the wake of the BP oil spill. The death was so quiet and late in the night that it happened with little more than a moan.

Billions upon billions of dollars, so desperately needed here at home, continue to be poured into the pockets of wealthy and corrupt operators in Iraq and Afghanistan. As much as I dislike the fact we are there at all, we are there, but please do not stuff the pockets of the corrupt who do nothing to help.

Congress went home on vacation while the unemployed saw their unemployment insurance end, leaving millions to worry about feeding their children and keeping their homes.

The stimulus package was watered down so much that it only postponed what is now clearly the inevitable. The recession will become a depression. Again, barely a whimper was heard from the Democrats and the White House.

Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell still discriminates against a whole sector of the brave men and women of this country, forcing them to break the very oaths they took when they answered the call to serve.

The Deficit Commission has been packed with members that have long voiced their determination to dismantle Social Security. Co-chair Alan Simpson has no trouble publicly demonstrating his disgust with recipients because he knows that he is safe and secure in his position on the commission.

I now know with certainty that I, along with millions of other so-called middle class citizens in this country, do not matter. We are chaff before the wind. We have produced the grain and given it up to the rich land owners. Now we can be discarded. Now we are discarded.

Please tell me, Mr. President. Why should I bother to vote?

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Lost in a Jobless World

Today is three months since I was laid off.  I am still looking for work.  It is not at all surprising, but it still chomps. The job market is tight, tight, tight. There are a few jobs being posted that I can apply for, but there must be 200 people, at least, applying for each one. Knowing that can be, is, discouraging.

I am applying for all of the jobs that I have even a remote chance at.  So many want experience or software expertise I do not have. Or, they are wanting an entry level person. I am going into those areas but, having worked in recruiting and even been a hiring manager, I know what happens. If they even look at your resume, and that is a big if, you immediately go in to the reject pile. You either hit a large majority of the keywords or it's easy to see that you have way too much experience and will want too much money.  They can be very, very picky.

There still aren't a lot jobs out there. Even the agencies haven't had much. And those were mostly so far off the mark it was laughable. 

Job boards are full of the same or fake postings.  One can see the same jobs posted there by agencies week after week.  They never change, they just get reposted so that the agencies can get more resumes.  One applies for them only to be told they've been filled, but they are still there next week and the weeks afterward.
At least I know what the score is. Having worked in recruiting and been responsible for hiring my own staff at one stage, I know what goes on. I have realistic expectations and no illusions. It helps, but only a little.

One looks, though.  The daily trawl through the boards is the daily reminder how little is out there.   Then there is the agonizing over the cover letter and resume as well as the need to send them in fast.  If you don't get your application sent within 24 hours your chances approach zero.  So many applications are sent, many employers just can't accept any more.   You worry if the cover letter is just right.  It needs to stand out in a good way, just the right amount of information, not too long, not too short, enthusiastic but not desparate.   You add a line to the growing spreadsheet that records your efforts.

Then you have to let it go and continue the search.  And, you have to stay positive.  You have to keep yourself from sliding into a despondency that kills enthusiasm.   You keep moving and, every day, keep looking and sending in the resumes.  You try to figure out more ways to cut spending, let go you more of the things that make life worth living.  You hope and pray that one day those things will come back.

Anyone who says people getting unemployement insurance are lazy and not looking for work are utterly clueless or hateful liars.  They sure as hell don't give a damn.  I have been taking workshops to help me with writing resumes and cover letters, and interviewing.  Each workshop is full of people frantically looking for something.  Anything.

Most of them are so close to the edge. They are desparate for work and pray for Congress to extend benefits just so that they can keep a roof over their heads and food on the table until they find work. We are all just hoping to find something, and that it will pay enough to live on.

I will need to take a lower paying job. That is a certainty.  So many employers just aren't hiring.  They are hanging onto money they should be using to grow their businesses.  Those that are hiring know they have job seekers at their mercy. Most will take advantage of that. For some, it may mean the difference of being able to have that extra body at all.  For others, it will be a cynical opportunity for cheaper labor.

A problem I have with taking the low paying job is that I do not like to take a job only to turn around and leave as soon as I find something better that pays more, leaving the employer in the lurch. It's an ethical thing for me. I did that once years ago and it didn't sit well with me. My consolation was that it was obvious the job was going to disappear in the very near future so I saved the employer the need to lay me off.

I don't mind taking lower pay if I can get by and save a little on it. More important to me is the people and the work. If those are good, and the day is more fun and interesting, I can deal with less money. Those jobs are few and far between, I am very sad to say.

Anyway, the whole point of this screed is that I hit a milestone of sorts with three months. My family is trying not to freak. I am trying not to freak. I have a small cushion of money, but it won't last forever. Am I already tainted as someone not to be given a chance? Am I already considered to be too lazy to want to work, wanting instead to live on unemployment forever? Will the voices out there painting the unemployed as being unworthy, lesser humans prevail and convice the world that they are right?

I know my own fears and worries and I have only myself to worry about.  it must feel like the end of the world for families.  How do they cope? I cannot even imagine. My heart breaks for them.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

What Happened to America?

I was speaking with a friend that lives overseas last night. She is confused about the state of the U.S. What is happening? Another friend mentioned that Americans are now being viewed as a frightened people. I have heard similar questions and sentiments more than once lately. And, they are always spoken with sadness.


What has happened to America and Americans? What is happening?

We were once known as a people united and daring. We were once know as a people that moved forward, explored the unknown, took incredible risks. We were once innovating, inventive, curious. We overcame our fears and stepped boldly into the future. We reached for the stars.

What happened to that country and her people?

I am not under the false impression that America was ever perfect. Far from it. We had our fears and challenges. The difference is that we used to strive to overcome them. Now we allow them to pull us apart.

We fear those that are different and work to expel them from our society. We distrust and even despise those that do not fit into a narrowly defined niche. We go so far as to hate and ostracize an entire segment because of the actions of a few. Maybe it was always that way but it seems to be intensifying exponentially of late.

One could argue that many Americans have a long list of people to hate and distrust these days.

- anyone who isn’t white
- anyone who isn’t straight
- anyone who doesn’t have a job
- anyone who speaks with an accent
- anyone who is too poor to afford healthcare
- anyone who wants to save the planet for our children
- anyone who needs a helping hand
- anyone who doesn’t agree to a certain point of view

That is not a complete list, but it already means that a pretty significant number of people in this country are on the receiving end of some serious ill feeling. Instead of embracing the differences and working together to overcome all challenges, we are pushing each other away.

The Emma Lazarus poem that lies within the pedestal of the Statue of Liberty includes the lines:

“Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me,
I lift my lamp beside the golden door!"

Should we remove that poem from the statue?  Is it really still valid?

Almost all of us, our parents, grandparents, or more distant ancestors, came here from somewhere else. We came here and built a nation that has led the world.

What happened to that brave country and people that embraced the world and the future? I fear it is no more. I fear it will never be again.

Nations rise and nations fall. It has been that way for the entire history of humanity. I just hoped that America’s time in the sun would last a little longer.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Pundits Love to Have Us Swirling Down the Drain, It Provides More Sensational Soundbites!

I have lately had more opportunity to watch daytime TV. Given that I am a liberal, I tend to tune into MSNBC. I am beginning to wonder why. Some of the hosts don’t seem to know what they want or where they stand. There are all too often very conflicting messages in the space of one hour.


First, it’s all about the polls, it seems. Polls rule! Even better if the numbers for Obama fall. These guys seem to salivate because they falling numbers mean they and their guests have another opportunity to tell the world how the President should fix his image, the ills of the country and the world! Yum!

And, they seem to know exactly how to fix it all. Just listen in. The President should do this. The President should do that. He should listen to me because I know all!

The only problem is that everyone has different ideas on what should be done. Often the fix is given in a mere fifteen seconds, no details, no pros and cons, no thought to cost involved. Sometimes the ideas vary so wildly that there is no possibility of reconciliation between them, or compromise or melding them into a coherent plan. Who does the President listen to? Should he make twenty pundits and hosts angry to make another dozen happy or just kind of meh?

Does he jump to it today without feasibility studies, cost estimates, personnel, infrastructure, etc? Should the President first make sure it’s legal? Oh, yes, there is a whole can of worms there. Many things need to be approved by Congress first and others just may be flat out illegal.

Second, it doesn’t help when the sound bite sized promos for some of these programs are somewhat sensationalist. I understand the need to draw in viewers, but some of them are reckless.

For instance, for weeks Dylan Ratigan’s promos talked only about the corruption in the government. There was no clarification. We just saw the government is corrupt and needs to be fixed! I saw this ad at least five or six times in each afternoon. I know he didn’t say that it was Obama, but when one generalizes “the government”, people these days can easily jump to the conclusion. And, with everyone saying Obama needs to do this or Obama needs to do that, it seems to be a natural conclusion. I know for the first few days, I thought maybe I’d missed some breaking story of corruption in the White House on the news.

Last week, one of the guest hosts (Markey?) on one of the MSNBC shows asked a guest (Jeff Ross?) “Is this Obama’s fault?” when they were discussing the fact that trailers used after Hurricane Katrina and were found to be loaded with formaldehyde are being sold to people going to the Gulf to work on the oil clean-up. Apparently the trailers were sold to brokers with the provision they be labeled as having very high formaldehyde levels so that potential buyers would be able to make informed purchases. Some brokers are, of course, not labeling the trailers.

How the hell can Obama be to blame for unlabeled trailers? Is it something he could have even been aware of? Is it the kind of detail he should be aware of given the multitude of problems he has on his plate? Let’s see, there is unemployment, the Gulf oil spill, illegal immigration, Iraq and Afghanistan, North Korea, Iran, energy legislation, financial reform, Republicans that would rather see this country fail than let Obama get anything done. Among other things.

I get the impression that many of these guys have never worked in the real world. I mean the world where a CEO isn’t even aware, beyond a single bullet point on a ten bullet point PowerPoint slide in a sixty slide presentation, of a program implemented in a single business unit of a 100,000 employee international corporation. I mean something like the way invoices are processed for payment or sourcing for a new disability benefits vendor. The CEO might not even see that one bullet point.

My point is that not everything can be run up the ladder to the top guy. As much as Chris Matthews loves to harp on the chain of command in the gulf spill, how booms are laid and maintained is something the President should not be dealing with. Or where to procure skimmers. Or if BP is preventing clean-up workers from wearing protective gear. He should be able to leave that to the Incident Commander and his/her staff.

That Incident Commander also needs to be able to assign tasks to his/her staff, and so on down the line. Yes, I said should be able to. Anyone who has worked in the real world knows the implementation of orders and assignments is dependent on the people given those orders and assignments doing their jobs.

Ensuring proper completion of the orders and assignments is up to immediate superiors in the field. It should be up to Admiral Allen, or whoever is the Coast Guard commander in the Gulf, and his staff to make sure everything that can be done is being done. The Admiral takes the reports, or 60 page presentation, up the line.

Third, everything is a sound bite or not much more than that. Watching the news, national or local, and almost all political shows is like speed dating. We get just enough information to create an impression but not enough to be informed. There are so few meaningful interviews. For crying out loud, the 4th of July hot dog eating contest got far more coverage than the toxic trailers!

Some show hosts talk (read “rant”) for 2 minutes 45 seconds and allow there guest to speak or answer for 15 seconds. I don’t mind introductions to stories or to the guest. The introductions set the stage. But when the host does the introduction, asks a question but then continues to talk and rephrase the question over and over before the guest gets a word in, the point of the exercise has been defeated. Why not just get a quote and read it? That is all that seems to be wanted or desired by some hosts.

When we do actually get a “discussion” there is little depth or breadth. Why not have one or two days a week when there is a 15 minute segment devoted to a subject? Allow the expert guest to talk for a few of those minutes. Impart information, real, true information. What a concept! What I see is all too often a hit and run manner of interviewing.

The one true exception is Rachel Maddow. She is the one I rely on for real information and real interviews. Bless her! Countdown comes in second. Even though he often goes off on tangents, Keith Olbermann lets his guests actually respond to questions. The rest are talking (read “shouting”) heads that appear to not really need guests. I get the impression they just like to pound out their own thoughts and have people agree with them.

Fourth, hosts, pundits and the like, all scream that Obama and the Democrats need to make lots of noise about how the Republican block legislation, speak untruths and generally do despicable things. Maybe they are trying to make noise. It has to be remembered that if the media does not show it, how are the rest of us supposed to see it? I watched my local news, three different broadcasts on different stations, and did not see a mention of Barton’s apology to BP. That was a biggie to miss.

As I mentioned above, the guys stuffing hotdogs down their gullets trumped deadly, toxic trailers being sold to workers in the Gulf who were just trying to earn money to feed their families. I’d beat some of them don’t have an option since the Republicans decided they don’t need unemployment benefits. That’s a nice option – starve and live on the street or go live in trailers that will make you sick and may kill you.

The important stuff doesn’t rate a mention.

Finally, the opinions of the world are all about perception. In one form or another, just about all of these hosts, commentators and pundits have asked, “Is this Obama’s fault?” And, they ask it almost daily. Tell a lie often enough and it is taken as truth.

Aren’t there two other arms to the government that are either not doing their jobs or are busy giving the country to big business? Aren’t there government departments that were left so dysfunctional by 8 years under Bush Co. that it will take years more to get them into working order again? Is it just easier and more controversial to blame Obama than to go after those who are culpable? Is it just less work? Ah, got you there, didn’t I?

Contrary to what you may think, I’m not giving Obama a pass. I think there are a lot of things that could have been done better and things that should have been done that weren’t. However, I see what he has to work with and the relatively short amount of time he’s had to overcome enormous obstacles. Even before the election last November, President Obama said it was going to be a long, difficult road to travel. He wasn’t wrong.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Does the Bottom or the Middle Ever Listen to the Top? And, Who Cares?

One of the interesting things about being unemployed is that one has time to watch during the day. Today, I stumbled across the Congressional hearing of BP CEO Tony Hayward on MSNBC.

First of all, Hayward has been amazingly even and calm throughout this whole two months since this still moving disaster started. If he wasn’t British I’d have to say he’s been on drugs. Don’t get me wrong, the man is an ass, as are much of the decision making crowd of the company. No different to the vast majority of the corporate world but still not excusable. He knew there were real and huge issues with the safety in BP for years. There is more that could have been done to monitor and rectify those issues, and in a much more timely manner.

Anyway, much of the discussion so far has been about the decisions that set off the chain of events that resulted in this murderous and horrifying event. Hayward has been asked about the supposed transformation (my word) in safety precautions and procedures that began when he came to power. Some answers have been side-stepping the questions. Other responses by Hayward have been that he was not part of the decision making process. (The latter is kind of understandable since they were to do with the on-the-ground drilling processes.)

The thought that popped into my head is to do with how much the bottom, or even the middle, of an organization listens to the top and implements any mandated changes. I have worked in companies and government departments ranging in size from a few dozen to tens of thousands of employees. All have suffered from an internal inertia that can boggle the mind.

As a small example, one office I worked in, which was part of a very large company but functioned as its own little kingdom, had a maximum of eighty people. The CEO frequently tried to change the culture in the office regarding the way managers applied employee policies. For instance, some managers would allow comp time for employees working long hours on projects while others refused to do the same.

In a much, much larger company, the policies were for all employees, but the application was pretty much left up to the subsidiaries, the management structure and even locations, right down to the supervisors of the very bottom level employees. There were no consequences for people breaking the rules. None. Promotions, pay increases and bonuses were handed out year after year without regard for what the transgressor did or did not do.

And, you know what the reason is? Well, the major reason. The bottom line. As long as the sale is made, the project is finished, the cost gets cut, no-one at the top really cares about the rest. There are other reasons, of course. The need to feel power over others, laziness, incompetence and plain stupidity are a few.

The main thing is that the top is worried about the bottom line, whether this is private sector or government. One is profit and stock price. The other is just plain limited budget.

BP, the other oil companies, Massey Energy (think coal), and God knows who else, have been getting away with safety infractions and cutting corners since the beginning of time. The top will pay lip service to safety even when people die and disasters happen. The middle ignores the lip service because they either don’t care or don’t have the luxury of time and manpower to care. The bottom is just too worried about their jobs.

And us, the rest of us? We don’t care as long as we have cheap gas for our cars, coal for our central heating, our iPods, 56 inch LCD TVs, beer and pizza. Even though we ourselves live in the same situations, we don’t really care that much about the other guy.

The media will move on to the next big thing as soon as it happens. The Upper Big Branch Mine disaster happened in April 2010. This year, just two weeks before Deepwater Horizon blew up. It killed 29 men and through many more out of work. Who is talking about it now? Who will care when fall is turning into winter and coal fired furnaces need coal to warm the house?

Hurricane Katrina happened when? August 2005. The miserable decrepitude of the levees and pumping stations caused untold misery and death apart from the destruction by the hurricane. What’s happening there now? Too few care because the only thing coming out of the gulf that might have impacted us all was seafood. The shrimp are a little more expensive for a season or two? Buy hamburgers.

Once the gusher is capped and the next big thing happens, who will care about the gulf? Only the people that live there. The rest of us will be worried about cheap gas for our cars, iPods, 56 inch LCD TVs, beer and pizza.